Whyyyy don't teachers ever give me enough feedback on my essays? How do I know what to improve on? How do I know what's good already? Putting checks here and there and circling a word or two isn't enough, people... Can't you give me some actual help?

I am not in a good mood right now.

My English teacher didn't help me at all in his response the email I sent him; instead he made me regret emailing him at all in the first place. I tried to reach out for some help instead of just letting it sizzle inside of me, and what does he do? He just makes me feel like an irresponsible prat who isn't doing her job as a student. Maybe that wasn't his intention, but either way, it came off as such.

Anndddd certain people (ahem) aren't making me feel any better about it.. What the heck? When I need a little support, you just push me down even further. Thanks.

Time flies.

Everyone either had their parents come this weekend or went home.

It's so quiet.


I miss him, but I don't know how I really feel.. I want to say it's exclusively him, but I don't know. I just want to be around him.